I'm sick of being disappointed in myself
So its time to change and find some help
I know I don't always make the right choices
I'm tired of hearing my reminder voices
I don't wanna sit around and wait for everything to change by itself
Everyone is so shock to see how I felt
Is it because I let you all over me you think I'm OK?
Or is it when you ask me whats wrong I have nothing to say?
I was dying inside and now its happening on the out
I no longer want to sit around a pout
I'm gonna tell you how I feel more then I ever did
Because my feelings I often hid
I'm gonna stop lying and tell the realness
So this mess all the sudden becomes clearness
I'm gonna stop doing unhealthy things to my weight
And just start putting fruits on the plate
I'm gonna stop all my negative swearing
And thinking everything is fun and actually start caring
I need to stop just always thinking of me
And letting all my problems be
I'm gonna finally stop cutting my wrist
Because honestly its not helping any of this
I'm gonna treat my parents so much better
Not just for today but forever
I'm not gonna settle for anything less
I think you should change with me cause we deserve the best
*this is completely horrible it is definitely my worst poem yet but I needed a boost to change I'm probably gonna delete this poem tomorrow so yeah...*
