This pain is so perfect
its peace that i strive
i have a death wish id hate to stay alive
my world is so quite
theres darkness up ahead
feeling so faithless
my wrist are so red
stained forever with blood
my soul is consumed
by depressions flood
drowning
sinking down farther
i ask for help, but why do i bother?
crying
but u cant see
they're invisible to the eyes of many
but so clear to me
my mind and body now weak
I'm sinking to the bottom
my pain is released
I'm slowing dying
my life is shown before my eyes
i smile to myself
knowing it was all lies
taking final breaths
the final breaths of life
that i so many times
have tried to end with a knife
my best Friend my razor blade
i look down at my wrist
at the invisible
marks it made
drowning so slowly
no effort to reach the surface
in my last words i pray for death
.....this pain is so perfect
