Choosing wrong

Numbness…slowly building inside…
Caused by the feelings you choose to hide
You could have let it out, but never tried,
And so you’re guilty for each time you cried…

Loneliness…something you are use to feel
Caused by the feelings you choose to reveal
You should have kept them inside and try to conceal
All of the wounds that don’t seem to heal…

Changing… the awful way you use to be,
Erase the times in which you hurt me,
For now, when looking in the mirror you can only see
The pain and chaos provoked by your insanity…

Waiting…for your disgraceful demise,
For you’ve become a person we despise
That fills our head with screams and cries,
And bares the darkness within his eyes…