THIS PERSON

This person i thought would never lie would always tell the truth and consider me a really good friend
Well
Thats a lie
He didn't tell me about his new girl If he considered me a friend
He would of told me
He said he was an ass and that he was sorry but he does it all
THE
TIME
GOD WHY ME WHY ME
I don't get it
I am always getting hurt all the time and how can he do this doesn't he see that it hurts no he cant thats the thing
He treats me like shit sometimes and i forgive him and i blame myself for his mistakes why do i
Its not my fault for the shit he does
I CANT HELP IT
WHY
This life of mine is so confusing i don't understand and the best answer he has is
I DON'T KNOW
Thats not good enough for me and i want answers to my questions
I am sick of blaming myself for your shit
Stand up be a man and for once u should be the one to apologizing to me!