While I Slept...pt II

I heard the news, i blame myself,
Why didn't i just take mi pride off the shelf.
And take you back, if i had you wouldn't be lying there dead.
I wish i could take back that night, take back everything i said.

I wish i had gone after you at least,
But now you are classed as dead, deceased.
Instead i slept, alone . No worries,
I wish it would help if i screamed "come back please"

But it wont, so the guilt encloses me,
Struggling for air, Struggling to breathe.
I wish i could give you that final chance, once more,
Wishing you hadn't back away through the door.

I want to save you, bring you back.
But now your buried, and black.
Why were you so angry? Why was i?
I can't stop, i just want to die!

Why did you drive off there?
Were you scared?
Why didn't i stop you?
O lord, by did you do this, He died so soon.

Driving off the bridge, In the middle of the night?
Why didn't i make it right?
You didn't hurt me as much as i thought
Now i can't speak, too distraught.

I am sure they all blame me?
Well they right, I am the only
The one that tipped him off the edge, he must have meant what he said,
He loved me, i loved him and now he lied in a box, dead.

I am positive they don't understand
They come and hold my hand.
Saying it wasn't your fault, it wasn't you
But it was! they weren't there to see what i happened to do!

I am sorry, i just want you back, please, come back?
My tears are going dry, turning to dust going black.
If only i could turn back time,i would,
if only, if only, if only i could!

I am sorry and goodbye, See you soon,
I will join you, we can be together, and watch the moon,
See you in paradise, my friend.
I love you until my life comes to an end!