Nameless...

There they lie on the table,
I walk away.
Do you think i am stupid enough to do it again?

You know i am not strong enough to do it,
But all the same i may threaten.
I know you're not strong enough to deal with it

One mistake, and i am in the black,
One redemption and i am in the clear.
Why am i never taken seriously..

Clearly no one knows me
Clearly i am not human
Clearly i am not sane.

People may laugh and joke
But i am sorry to confess
In my case i am perfectly serious.

You're not the only one to hurt me,
But all the same you tried.
Pressed down, told to keep quiet.

What do you expect me to do?
Stand and watch my life get worse?
Stand and watch my life fall apart at the seams!

You're not the cause of my anger,
The sadness is...
The sadness caused by so many.

My life isn't as bad as others, even i admit.
But mine isn't bloody great either!!
You all think you understand, you don't!!

This is my story, my ending,
My life, my problems.
Just let me cry on your shoulder

No words to comfort me,
Just let me cry..
let it out...

You moan about me exploding,
Wen i am trying not to implode!
Its hard to be me,

I know we all have hard times,
This is mine, please
Let me do what i may.

Please take notice,
This is my cry for help.
Notice me...

i don't have the guts but i shall think about it,
You have tried, and failed, you're not stupid either!
Let me make my own decision to walk away!

There they lie on the table,
I walk away.
Do you think i am stupid enough to do it again?

You know i am not strong enough to do it,
But all the same i may threaten.
I know you're not strong enough to deal with it

Please...let me do what i must...