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by .:BAByGRL:. Jun 6, 2005 category : Internet slang / sadness
U were like my sister and my best friend i start to miss u since ur life came to an end it wasn't fair for god to take u like that u were taken right were i was at u were right in front of me as i saw ur life lift u were that greatest angel and a very special gift no one will ever forget when u were around the way u cheered everyone up when they were down u put a smile on everyone's face and made sure theytears u helped everyone get through their biggest fears except one of our fears it was loosing u no one thought it would be so soon b.c. u were nice and true it sucks that u had to leave at such a youbg age i cry myself to sleeo each and every night my mom said it's just a stage i know that u don't want me to cry so i will try not to shed a tear i promised u i wouldn't but that was ur fear u told me not to cry when it was ur time to go u told me to stay strong and of that i didn't know i didn't know if i would stay strong u were always there whenever i needed comfort u would always care i'm sorry but i lied to u b.c. i can't hold it back i need to cry b.c. that's something i don't lack it looked like u knew that ur time was near the look on ur face and ur voice that i couldn't hear it looked like u were trying to tell me something but i didn't know what i just remeber u in front of me with ur eyes closed shut u took those bullets for me and u had to die i didn't want u to jump in and i still don't know why those people got caught though and are going to go through misery i'll make sure of that and that it goes down in history i want teens to know t hat guns and wiolence aren't worth people dying listen to my story b.c. it's true and i ain't lying i don't see why people think it's the only way to make urselves feel good just b.c. ur life isn't great it doesn't mean u should look at me my life isn't perfect my life sucked then and does more now try to let it go even though u might not know how i wnat to send u a message and tell u violence isn't the way just talk things over and listen to what i say