Death is all i want to have

As the last days count down
i get closer and closer to dying
I'm faking me and my life
only ending up crying

the movie plays
over and over again in my mind
as the tears come down
the memory forever stays

the backstabbing and screaming
the words Peirce through my mind
my death come soon enough
as the last drop of blood drips

no one will ever love me
no one will ever see
no one will every care enough
to save me from me

they all done see
who i really am
so they talk behind my back
and cause pain to me

death is only pure enough
the only place where i belong
why wont he just shoot me now
but all i can do i stay strong

they don't truly see the pain held within
they don't even care
thats why I'm dead today
nothing will help me dare

they all hate me
and i hate me too
all i want to do is die
because no one will ever be true

they say they love
but i know they don't
another one of their innocent lies
the no on will ever see