Close my eyes
And make believe
That the pain will end
But in the end its only me
By myself and crying
No room to believe
That if i can make it one more day
You'll come and rescue me
But you've walked away
While i was drowning in that empty ocean
Wishing you would lend a hand
But knowing deep down inside
You'll never ever understand
Why i cut myself at night
Why I'm going to end this
Endless fruitless fight
You don't see the tears
Seeping from my eyes
And you don't see the nightmares
Rolling in when i lay to sleep
Try to wake me-try to comprehend
Go and ahead and analyze it
Try to understand!!
I try to fight for it.
And you tell me you'll be here for my fall
But you missed it the last 100 times
And you'll miss it again.
