Fading

So many tears left uncried behind my eyes
So many times I've been forgotten
Left behind, abandoned.
Standing there
With a broken heart
and a stained face
You stand in front of me
Holding my mistakes
Shoving them in my face
Not letting me forget,
All the times I've screwed up.
I'm so weak,
I can't even fake a smile
All the words you wounded me with
All the pain you've made me felt
Creates a new scar on my wrist
Another tear down my face
You've taken the smile from my face
With your harsh ways
look at how you've left me
Broken, alone, depressed,
With a blade in my hand.
No matter how depressed I am,
or how broken you left me,
You still see a smile on my face.