I kept cutting and cutting
deeper and deeper till i got caught
The pains still won't go away
The tears are so hard and stiff
The heart is crushed left with no feeling felt
Pain, a catch for air
The impact is so deep and to strong for me to handle
If this is a dream God, please wake me from this dream
I am something that I no longer know, with no feeling or sorrow
The sharp knife keeps crossing my mind
" Life is given to you"
My life was taken away
The blood that runs through me is pain
The beat that I carry is silent
The reflection in my eyes is dim and dark
My touch is frozen and cold
The thought that this mind carries cannot be promised
The stairway is so long and steep
I see no end
The hand that reaches vanished without a trace
The help that was given never came from what lives
I'm becoming dry, rotten and blank
I am becoming what death wants from me
