Make it happy

Why do i mainly write sad?
Is it because I am that?
Is it because that is my life,
Or because my life went splat?

It's time for change,
It's time to write happy.
It's time for a new direction,
And write less about the crappy.

It's harder to write,
It's harder to rhyme.
But I need to push through,
And give myself time.

Trying to make this,
Become a happy poem,
Is harder than you know,
Because the person I am is solemn.

This is the end,
I can't write more.
This poem is annoying me,
I'm feeling like a wh0re!