In Her Mind

I'm looking for an answer,
to my tear stained pain,

my ashes,
my dust,
my soul will remain.

I'm looking through a window,
but it's so foggy, and I can hardly see,

see this monster,
this girl,
this... Me...

I'm searching through a forest, for some hope and my shadow,

my face has lost color and I'm six feet below.

I see a little child, so lost and dying,

I see myself in the sky,
but I'm not flying.

There's blood all over my hands,
and my life is far from what I can understand.

I'm looking at the scissors, for which me I can free,
I'm looking at the bruises...
My only plea.

I'm staring at some ice cream, that has lost all flavor,
my world is twisting, and spinning around me,

I'm demenered and unpure.

I'm hearing a telephone, ringing in my ears...
But this telephone is only my tears.

A cat's long claws, so dirty, so unclean,

my soul is the same, my brain turned serene.

An anorexic girl, oneself like me,
should kill herself and set the fire free.

All this happening so fast,
falling dead, at long last.

I'm looking at a girl,
I'm looking at me...

She seems very refined...

all her pain and suffering,
is hidden in her mind...