Its gone

*this is very long... but please read and comment*

The times had very much changed
we both had changed the past
this time, i hoped and prayed at night
that all these things would last

i was more in love this time
than anytime before
my hopes were up i felt my heart
would never again be sore

we shared our special moments
which made me fill with joy
but in reality it all was false
i was played like a toy

i was curious to find, one day
if his feelings for her were true
he said "yes" and then i said
"well, that's great for you!"

i said i had to go; real quick
i couldn't say good-bye
because by then my eyes were filled
i went upstairs to cry

everything he told me was lies
"EVERYTHING" i screamed
i sobbed into my blanket
then down my face tears streamed

i had given my whole heart to this
it wasn't at all fair
i thought he felt the same way too
but really he didn't care

a piece of my heart has broken off
a piece that he took
the only way i can express it all
is to write in this book

the only thing that bothers me
that tears me up inside
is how he made me think i was his
in reality.. he just lied

it makes no sense to me, i say
it just doesn't fit
how he could fully have my heart
and then go and rip it

i don't wanna cry about all this
it's truly a waste of time
it feels like I've done something wrong
like I've committed a crime

because I'm being punished now
it really hurts to think
how i was yours and how in love i was
then it was gone in a blink!