I don’t understand why
I want to cry
For you were my muse
But since you left
I’ve been confused
I feel as If I always lose
Whenever I have to choose
I can’t help but to feel used
It’s like I have a bruise
Except that my bruise
Will never heal
It’s my eternal scar
I can’t blame you for it though
It’s me that’s scared, not you
Therefore, it’s my problem, not yours
Though my problem turned out to be pain
Now I know that it will be an eternal life of sorrow for me
For you’re not here with me
And you will never be with me again
Even though night after night I try to find
A way to relieve my pain
I want to release this pain from my heart
Leave the pain behind just like my heart was left behind
But I’ve failed tonight, once again
Here I am thinking about you
And I wish this feeling was gone
I wish I didn’t have these vital memories of you with me
I don’t want to be sad anymore
I want to get over you
Just like you got over me
So when will u set me FREE?