Darkness though the night

Forever till today
death lingers about
knowing that will never change
all i can do is doubt

i open my drawer
and feel the pain
i pick up the razor
and cross the vain

all i want to do is die
leave this world forever behind
cross my life and make me work
the true me no one will ever find

they don't know me
even though they say they do
i haven't told them shit
and they think my word is true

they believe that I'm true to them
they think i will never lie
thats where their wrong
when i say i don't want to die

i said i haven't cut since march
and they believe every word
want to know the truth world
i cut before i go to bed as everyone has heard

my mind has wonder off the path
between good and bad
so i pick up that knife
and cut away the mad

i steal the night
as though i were my own
I'm not scared anymore
and at me they groan

the blood seeping
through my skin
the deathly sign
as i show only my biggest grin

i shout the words
of death and harm
as i cut way the pain
all i can do is hear the rain

death has brought
harm back to me
as the world thinks they know
but they will never see