A SICK PART OF ME THAT LOVED YOU

A sick part of me that loved you
a part that would let you come around
no matter how you put me down
no matter what names you would call me
knowing you were watching me, under a microscope
like a bug
watching for me to do something that would hurt your feelings
and let you talk to me the way that you did
until i would kick you out the door and shut the led
the sick part of me that would let you back in
because of the tears and the promises
that i wanted to believe in
ashamed in front of my daughter
what a life i gave her, what a child hood she must of had
ashamed that i could be with you
and look people in the eye
letting them think
that's your my guy
we tore each other apart, we yell and we screamed
then i finely had enough
and wanted to go after my dream
to go with the part of me
that knew this will never end
so i moved across the stream
no more tears, no more pain, no more temptation to let you be mean
then you came around with money and a car
that's when i knew i had to move really far
it worked, I'm whole
but I'll never forget, i will not let it go
because i know deep down in my sole
there is a sick part of me
that still loves you.

TONIGHT