Don't let me be the last to know

After everything we've been through,
I deserve more than this.
All the way from the very first rose,
Right down to the very last kiss.

I have always been supportive,
Never once did i let you down.
So forgive me if i still melt,
When i look into your eyes of brown.

So if your really leaving for good,
I need an explanation.
I can't erase my love for you,
This hurts a new sensation.

I can't forget the memories,
Of the times we shared.
All those tender moments we had,
There was no doubt you cared.

So if our love is truly over,
I will be the first to go.
But if you loved me at all,
Don't let me be the last to know.

(I hate feeling like this)