My thoughts are often drifting back and forth inside my head, and with these tears I’m crying, I call out to wish me dead. I thought I was strong enough to handle this, but I guess that was a lie, these crimson tears are falling and forever I shall cry. What did I ever do to deserve this, so many months of pain? And please Lord answer me, why I go through this again and again? Each time you see me fall, see me beg for nothing more, but each time I do this, I go back to how it was before. So please Lord, hear me out and hear my final cry, and when I sit here all alone, please know I wish to die. Don’t keep me here surrounded by my pain and misery, give me my wings, teach me to fly, forever in eternity. Don’t send me back to this world, of which I feel so alone, judge my worthless life right here, from scars which I have shown. Dear Lord, you know what’s right, I only wanted to smile, listen to me cry, I only wanted my life worth while. Don’t leave me here with thoughts inside my torn and tattered heart, give me back my life you stole before you tore it all apart. Stop my pain and end my tears, surround me in everlasting love, and Lord, if you cant do this…please send me to the heavens above.
