In my moments of despair
You’ll hear me say “I just don’t careâ€
I sit in my room looking at my reflection
And slit my wrist with such accurate perfection
And watch the blood flow down my arm
Who said it was wrong to do self harm
I feel so alive when the redness flows
A sensation of pleasure that no one knows
The seducing smell, the metallic taste
And make my heart rise to a faster pace
You might think I’m strange for what I say and do
But you could never understand the life I’ve been through
