They think they do

As this fuc.ked up shit
never leaves my mind
I've tried to explain
but your not like my kind

i take out the knife
and ruin the soul
I've said it loud and clear
but they just fall deeper into that hole

my mind cant take anymore
I've screamed my ways out
but no one seems to hear
as this world is only filled with doubt

I'm scared to death
can't they see
they don't care enough
to figure out me

they say i don't
let them into my life
but i have they just haven't seen
so again comes the knife

they say they have been
through the same crap
but they haven't since
maybe its just all a trap

i cant take anymore of this
we don't know who we really are
can they see the pain inside
not just the scars on the outside

I've tried many times
to let them through
they haven't seen my signs
so never will we be true

nobody else knows who i am
cant they see I'm different from them
they hide from the truth
they hide from who I've become

they take my word
and hope its true
why do they stay with me
as forever we grew