Sometimes you don't realize
That the things you say
Are things that stick in my eyes
Making my mind decay
You've called me many a name
And Ive asked so many times
Am I the one to blame
For my own hurtful rhymes
Whats wrong with me
That makes me cry out in pain
Something that I cant see
And I try to hide in vein
I try to hold on day in and day out
But I wish I could fix this girl
That tries without a doubt
To help the people in this world
Life is what you make of it
Or at least thats what they say
But what if now you just sit
Because you've tried every single way
Now the names line your skin
Blood tattooed into you
Does this mean you cannot win
If you have no idea what to do
I'm so far gone into the dark
That Ive forgotten who I am
Leaving my skin with a repeated mark
I don't remember the difference between me and them
I don't know what you said I was
Or who I remembered when I looked in the mirror
I don't know if you hate me like everyone else does
Or even who those eyes belong to that I looked in year after year
Your words have washed it all away
Morphed me into what you said
I wish I would see a happy day
But that wont happen until I'm broken and dead
