I cry somtimes thinkin how i did you wrong. all the lies i told you becuase you wasnt up to my level. but see your not like most guys. when i talk to you lift me up from my feet. i want you but the otherside of me wants to let you go. i cry so many times thinkin what i should i do they say let the one you love go and if your meant to be he/she will come back... but im afirad if i let you go. you wont come back..i always think about you even when i with other boys... its hard becuase you live so far away. somtimes i want to runaway to you so you can hold be tight but lookin at you will make me cry cuz wat i did to you that i hope u will never kno cuz it will just break me inside...if you find out everyday i want to tell you but my fear of u leaving me and cryin. i just keep my feelings inside make excuse so you wont get hurt...i dont want to hurt you id rather stab myself and watch me bleed....i love alot but cant stand wat i did. those lies i did you so wrong i guess im gonna tell you. i kno wat i did and watevr happens.....happens.....
