Stupid me

How could i have been so stupid
when you looked me in the eye
you swore it was all real
every pain you had to feel
but the next day
you flirt away
and look at me in that way
I wanted to hurt you
i wanted to die
but most of all i wanted to cry
cause you hurt me
and promised you wouldn't
Why do i always end with you guys
the ones who cheat
the ones who freak
when things get close
and you love me
cause I'm not blind
and see it in your eyes
when ever i talk
to one of your guys.
but baby if you love me
why can't you be true
cause all of these games
make me so blue
but i think i know the answer
stupid me i know i do
you use us all like second flirts
and hope we love you
after it all
well honey I'm done
I'm done being stupid
I'm sick of crying after each dance
for you never bother to ask me
you never bother to hold me
and I'm sick of crying after every hug
cause after it all
i know it was nothing
but let's leave it at that
don't keep my time
for half my life is on the line
yeah that's right
that's what i get
for drawing hearts
on every test.
But kiddo don't worry
Hah like you would
I'm not too mad
I'll be just fine
after your millionth
I'll be happy
after that time
I'll sure dine
not with you of coarse
but hope with your friend
to show you how hurt
you've made me
stupid me

Please tell me what you think. and don't be kind i want to know the truth.