Gone (darkish)

Ashes to ashes,
we all fall down
we'll never get back up.

See your life in flashes,
the times you felt like a clown,
the times you felt like a pup.

When I picked you off the ground,
and kissed you hard.
I couldn\'t make you cry.

I wanted your name down,
not in marble hard.
I didn't understand your try.

You told me i was special,
you told me you loved me,
me you said you wanted and needed

You said it was crucial
that you bleed,
but still I pleaded

stop!

You let yourself go
down in an abyss.
Your gone.
I stare at the stone
above your grave.
couldn't you understand,
you didn't need to die.