What Happened Between Us?

I didn't mean for this to happen
i didn't want to lose you,
but if i don't tell her now
it would be me thats being untrue.
i wasn't meant to be friends with her
for she is your girlfriend,
but whether you wanted it or not
we became friends.
now i realize i should'nt of let you
cheat on her with me,
even if it meant
that i couldn't be happy.
i was happy when i was with you
but it was all a lie,
i don't know what to do now you're gone
should i smile or just cry?
you decided to say goodbye
you said you don't want me in your life,
so don't try and change things now
you made up your mind last night.
i loved you more than anything
more than you could ever dream,
but i refused to realize
that you shouldn't of been with me.
you hate that we are friends
you told me to stay away,
but she is going to find out
about everything today.
i have to tell her what happened
Ive kept it inside too long,
I'm sorry that this is happening
but we are both in the wrong.
how did i let it get this bad
why didn't i have the strength to say no,
why is it so much easier than i thought
i didn't think i could let you go.
now i know that i can
and i can set things right,
its time she knew the truth
about every single night.
she should hear it from you
but i know you wont say,
what you've really done
nearly every day.
i know I'll lose her friendship
i know I'll lose her trust,
but i know she needs to know
what happened between us.

*~ This one is dedicated to one of my ex-best mates, Chris, he used to cheat on his girlfriend with me and i finally put a stop to it, and i decided today that i am going to tell her because she is now a good friend of mine ~*