Next Time

The room is empty
I am left alone
in my sanctuary
where I heal my wounds everyday.

I need this solitude
just by myself
do not get me wrong
I love you.

I want to be alone
To confined my pain
And wait for the virus to leave
I don't know if it will.

I keep fainting with delusions
right after another. I don't understand
I only have one scar
I can only wait.

Next time you see me,
I will be different
I won't know it is you, I won't care
Just know that I will see you in the darkness.