Temptation

This temptation I have
to grab the knife

Temptation I feel
It feels so real
Seems to know what to do
it knows how I feel and so much more

Cause it would like to let me feel free
something no one could ever give me
The power of letting me be
without no one questioning

I grab the knife
Without no one noticing
I feel its sharp blade
And that’s where it all begins

Slit once Slit twice
It feels like I’m in paradise
This feeling that I never felt before
I keep cutting and it feels so good
Heaven on Earth like a friend once said before
I feel so free that it seems nothing could stop me

This temptation has grown into a habit
Friends say I should let it go but I cant
I must have it!

This Temptation of mine has become into an addiction…
An addiction so hard to be stopped that sometimes I wish all of this would just be fiction