I don't know why i wait
it just hurts me more inside
i want hours and hours
just for her to get on-line
i wait for her to talk to me
then i want to engage into a conversation
but it wont work
it wont happen
she has better things to do
better things than talk to plain old me
i want to tell her what I'm feeling
but i cant
shes either too busy
playing a game
or just happy
i don't want to disturb her
don't want to make her feel sad
but it's hard
she leaves after a while
says she has better things to do
oh well
i guess thats how much i mean to everyone else
to leave this world of misery
and just .. be in eternal peace
nothing is ever my way
but hey
thats life.
