To a failure of a father

Thanks you dead beat dad
You wouldnt know how it feels, the perfect life is what you had

I cant even call you dad, a sperm donor is all you were
A fatherless daughter is what you prefer

Even though Im older is still fu--s me up in the head
How any man could walk away from their child and not care if they were alive or dead

You told me you didnt care
And you would never try to be there

News flash, having a d-ck does not make you a man
You’re a pu--y, all you did was ran

Dont you have a soul
Or was your motive in life to be an a--hole

I cant figure you out
You had a life handed to you on a golden platter, and all you do is pout

You make me feel like Im not worth a da-- thing
I feel like Im a peasant, not worthy of a king

All my life I wanted to run home to a mother and father
You didnt step up, your life I would bother

I wanted you to teach me to ride my first bike
Or take me for a long hike

I wanted you to be there when no one was
Tell me you love me, like a father does

I wanted you to root me on to succeed in school
And tell me your proud and Im no fool

I wanted you to someday walk me down the aisle
And tell me Im worthwhile

I want to have kids of my own someday
I wanted them to have a wonderful grandpa to portray

But you cant make anyone love you first
I think thats the thing that hurts the worst

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