You took everything

Its those small comments, Personally I prefer pain
Rather than listening to snide comments over again
Echoing in my ears, haunting my every move and turn
Like a fire of agony, in turmoil it does burn

Following me everywhere, like a shadow behind me
Tears of self hatred, slide down my face for the world to see
Beating myself up, so I can lose this weight
Hating myself for all the times I ate

You've taken everything from me, I hope you are glad
My dignity stolen, I've been driven mad
Took my self confidence shattered it to the ground
Snatched away my self respect, I have never again found

Smash up the mirrors, and the windows of glass
To hide my reflection and comments from the past
Push down my hunger, I can go without eating
If I am thin, maybe I will just get the beatings

You took my life from me, I hope you are proud
That my walks are tailed by a lonely cloud
Every day I hate myself with every piece of my soul
You took everything, and now I am not whole..