A loving hate

Your jealousy prevents me
From doing what I want
It’s so obviously plain to see
That you want what you can’t have

You try and try to be like I
But I hate to feel that same
I know how hard you seem to try
But in the end you always fail

Your constant complaining makes me scream inside
It makes me want to kill you
But my feelings I will hide
Because for now there’s nothing I can do

My feeling of hate burns
Of sweet sick torture
To release it all just yearns
For freedom of its escape

Crushing your ever hopes and dreams
Is the need I crave inside
Its not as bad as it seems
My but the rage is building up high

I struggle to remain
And to stand and listen to you
Because all you do is complain
So I need to brake away

Running to my hide away
My comfort of peace
I will forever stay
And be far from you

Until the day I run
I stand there and I lie
Until the day is finally done
I’ll pretend to be your friend

This is the end I will say goodbye
To you now forever
When you go I will not cry
But instead I shall celebrate