Look into my eye.

Look into my eyes tell me what you see.
Look into it closely tell me my destiny.
Ever since “it” started I began to stress out. Life was going badly and everything was turning upside down. I wanted to tell you how I feel and tell u what goes on but all u seem to care about are sis the dogs dad and the house. You say that you love me but never look me in the eye. You say that you care but yell at me with out worry. So I want to hear the words I love you with gentle soft sounds but all I see are blank words coming from your mouth. Then I decided one day that it was my entire fault so I took a blade and slid across my wrist. I started to cry and wipe the blood and now its lead to this. So could you tell me that you love me now? Or tell me you’re concerned? Tell me that u want me to be right by your side everyday of the hour. Or tell me I’m your daughter and your my loving mother tell me that I’m very smart and tell me that I’m doing better. I tried to tell u everything but u just got much madder u just said that no one should like me anyways. I’m sorry I’m not perfect I try my best to be. But every night because of you I cry and cut myself to sleep. I don’t have much support from you but from sis dad and friends I do. So tell me that you hate me or tell me you don’t care tell me that I’m useless hit me tell I swell. I don’t care for you no more and well u don’t care for me so lets just walk away from this and never take each other in as family.