Free But To Die

My heart stands still
When I took that pill
I guess i did my best
For this life was just a test
And now my heart begins to race
In this awful sickend place

I go for a walk
To find a place for us to talk
Then i started to slow down
And look at this town
Take a big sigh
Knowing ive already said goodbye

Then i see you
knowing you never had a clue
So then i tell you
To what you hear you want to believe its not true
And then their i die
With me in your arms as you cry

Then you find the note
That you have wrote
Saying you loved me
Knowing the 4 letter word wont be
So now i can be free