Goodbye

It has come again,
But this time with no will to leave,
I’m stuck here now,
And I can’t breathe,

I’ve shut myself out,
And no one can get in,
My pain and my misery,
Start to begin,

I think of how,
I think of when,
I think, if at all,
But I know by then,

I grab the rope,
I’ve tied it tight,
I’ve written my note,
And I’ve said goodnight,

This is now,
This is it,
I’m gone from it all,
My dark days never lit,

When my parents came home,
They got a frightful scare,
They saw me just,
Icily hanging there,

Why did she do it?
They simply asked,
They see the note,
And find out at last,

‘I cried so much,
And you didn’t care,
For I felt as though,
You were never there,

I felt so much pain,
Begin to rise,
With all the hate,
And all the lies,

I decided to take,
The easy way out,
But I didn’t know,
Just how to go about,

I tried slitting my wrists,
And starving too,
And not one of you noticed,
Not at all, did you?

So you see me hanging,
So lifelessly here,
And it’s all because,
I shed much more than one tear,

You should be thankful,
For what you have got,
But none of you show it,
No matter what,

So I leave you this note,
And I hope you cry,
Because it is you two,
That are my reason to die.’