Behind my eyes (this is what i see)

Close my eyes
and i can see
the images
of the day
when you left me

no turning back
im already gone
away from this place of misery
into someone elses arms

hide my tears
and my pain
and all that is left of me
tht is full of shame

sing a song
to myself
where no one can come
near me
when my song turns into
a cry for help

cry inside
laugh out loud
holding back the tears
that are crying out

breathe out
inhale
all of the sadness and depression
that makes me frail

look at you
look at me
brake the mirror
of the place
that i see me

close the shades
a scream that can be heard
is the last thing that you will hear
from this girl

going away
for a while
when i come back
maybe i will have a smile

i take my time
as the pages turn
so that i can take in
all that i have learned

close my eyes
and i can see
images of the day
when you left me