Edge of Sanity part 2

I think of all the things
you've done to me
All the pain
I've had to see

I wish to be a bird
For a bird is always free
T long to be alone
For I am balancing on the edge of sanity

I've senn all the jerk
All the "My true love for to be"s
Now I'm all alone
Balancing on the edge of Sanity

I have found the one I love
But he does not feel the same
I'm not sure what to do
I guess they taught me the wrong game

I still have my dreams
If my love is wrong; So
I close my eyes and Dream
Of streets paved with gold

But I awake in my room
The gold no where to be
So I close my eyes and I can see
I'm near the Edge of Sanity

My Father believes I
Speak to much of death
In the end
Death is the final roll
Because one day the pain will take it's toll

In the end
You will hold God's hand
As you stand together
At the gates of the Promise Land

In the end
When your gone
You'll be with God
In a peacful home

I am not depressed
I love being alone
But for now
I just want to go home

Sitting in the dark
I can see
The girl in the mirror
She is not me

She is happy
As you see
And me...
I'm balancing on the Edge of Sanity

Once a moon
should the world pause
Way too soon
For my life to clause

Once a moon
Should the world stop
giving people
no use for their clock

I've told my story
Clear as can be
Can't you see; I'm balancing'
Balancing on the Edge of Sanity