No more Pain

My arms won't shop shaking
Thinking of all the pain makes me weep
I see my life flashing before my eyes
Of the happy times i once had
And of the utter darkness where I am now consumed
The sorrow that surrounds me is unbearable
And the pain intolerable
I see everybody with their lives
Their happy, perfect lives
While my brain thrives with jealousy
They don't know what it's like
To not want to live another day
Or to be engulfed by depression
Every minute of your life
I have made too many scars
And I have cried too many tears
I no longer think it's worth it
To live in a world that knows no happiness
And no joy
My hand is still shaking with the pain of the cut
But the pain i experience in life is far greater
Everything becomes hazy
And the pain is no more