Long nights

The more these thoughts get to me

i act like theres nothing wrong

the more i think about them

the more i cry

hidden scars

never wanting people to ask that one question

the one question i was never sure of the answer to

"what's wrong?"

nothing?

I'm only breaking down emotionally

mentally

and physically

hate knowing that I'm alone in this world

with no one to love me like i love him

yet he won't do it

won't save me from what I've done to myself

this deep pit I've fallen into

harmful dreadful thoughts

that keep me up at night

keep me crying for hours

never thought I'd need to have the rivers flowing again

but i also never thought we'd grow apart