Don't you think i no all of this,
Don't you think i remember the last kiss,
Do u not know how i tried,
You don't know how much i cried.
I know i shouldn't blame you,
I wish i didn't have to..
I know i hurt him, I hurt him a lot,
I have tried every forget me not...
I hate myself for hurting him so,
But the more he hurts me now...
I know this but before i was stupid,
I was dumb, i didn;t know what i wanted,
Now he throws this at me, I want him back more than anything in the world...
I have never felt this kind of love before,
I just want him back a final chance, just once more...
And as much as you say this, he got over me very fast,
He seems to have forgotten me, and our past...
hes forgotten me and i hate myself for this,
i know i asked for it..
if i could turn back time i know i would...
I don't blame you,i was explaining before....
I hated you, and blamed you then...
Not now... i blame myself... and i hate myself for this now...
So please do not bring up my flaws because trust me i have revised them so much,
I have tried to forget the love we shared, the hugs the kissed, The way he used to touch..
I hate myself... so much, and i know people probably don't know how i feel...
To see the person you desire and love...
love someone else... MY BEST FRIEND....
i have never cried so much in my life...
I just wanted to end my life
There and then,
bring it to an end, but i didn;t i kept up my spirits and smiled like always..
Always and everyday...
So please i just need someone to see it from my point of view... please do..
