Feels good

Its really hard to feel this way
to know someone in such a bad way
to know one thing but do the other
to go and hear the thunder

its not so easy getting out
to loss your friends in a shout
to not say goodbye but close the door
then to walk away only to fall on the floor

its really easy to cry all day
to sit around and waste a day
to run away and never come back
to see the people that stabbed you in the back

its not so easy to go back
and change your mind
when other people though you were blind

I'm not to happy to sit and watch
all the fun in the sun
to see them laughing kinda hurts
lets just say it stings like a burn

it feels so great to fly away
leaving the past in some way