Who have I become?
I can not even tell
Maybe some long lost soul
Living in this hell
Life is just one big disappointment
One after the another
No one can really save me now
Not my father or my mother
I feel like I’m all alone
Just a suicidal girl
Left to live in the craziness
In this screwed up world
What’d I do to deserve this?
I can’t even please you
Life feels like an endless fight
That I’m not quite yet through
I wish that I could take back
All that I’ve ever done
I wish that I could escape it all
Get away from here, just run
Take me back to a time
Where I could laugh and be carefree
Where I didn’t have to be anyone
Just be the simple me
Now I have to pretend
That I am someone I don’t know
I have to pretend to learn lessons
And pretend to grow
I am sick of all this lying
I don’t know what I should do
It would be easier just to die
There is nothing left to go through
I say this as I fall
To my weakened knees
I fly my head toward the sky
And whisper â€God help me please!
Just send me a sign
Tell me if my choice is right
Tell me if I should give up trying
If I should just end this fight
Because I’m out of answers
There is no one left to help me
I do not want to live or die
I just don’t want to be
Take me from this earth
This place is my living hell
We don’t have to discuss it with anyone
Please I’d rather if you didn’t tell
Hang me from a rope
Or have me slit my wrists
Have me curve off a road
In an endless twistâ€
Thank you God.
For answering my plea
You set the suicidal girl
Finally be free
I think that it just may be
Better that I ended this way
I just couldn’t take living
Not even one more day
