Stupid to deal with you

I try to not think of you at night
As i close my eyes
You pass by my sight
The hurt just wont leave my side
Baby i love you
But i cant deal with all your lies
You hurt me, but I took you back
I cry with surprise of how u react
The pain my heat takes i cant explain
You play me like our relationship is some sort of fun and games
Why do you want me?
If you just gonna hurt me time and time again
I try to move on
But then the pressure begins
One day i will get the heart to leave you alone
soon or later you will look and i will be gone
I'm tired
I wanna be happy to
I'm sick
I wanna have fun just like you
But I'm hurt
Cuz i was stupid to put up with all the things you put me through