These words whirling in my head
they struggle and push,
their way out of this pen.
They come out in clumps
In gibberish that makes no sense
Cant get my point across
My feelings are alive
They tear at my insides, I let them
People, everyone wants to hide them,
cage them
Am I not allowed to feel?
Maybe its good!
To hell with it all
Numb me, take this pain away
I wanna live a life of no thoughts
a numb life...
I wanna cry in your arms
Let our tears become one
the same
These words do not help
They do not heal
They make only gibberish
I am not what you think I am
not doing what you think I am doing
I lay on white tiled floors
I lay on crimson rivers
I lay on my own death
I lay here dying
Is this what I want?
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Not one of my best poems... But comments are well thanked.
