Friends?

I feel so alone,
And so cold,
All because,
Of the secret I told,

How important you are,
Is just what I didn't realise,
And I tried to cover up,
With more and more lies,

I shouldn't have said it,
It shouldn't have been done,
And it makes it worse,
That you were so much fun,

So cold right now,
Is how I sit here,
So alone and,
So full of fear,

How angry are you?
Or how angry will you be?
Just what will happen?
I'm sorry, Why can't you see?

So much is my fault,
Because I didn't treat you right,
I'm sorry,
For starting that fight,

There's so much left to fix,
So many loose ends,
Please forgive me,
And once again be my friends.