Bleeding of the Soul

The pain i feel inside wont die,
nothing can save me now,
not even her words to me again.

She hurt and abused me,
like nothing i knew could,
and now I'm nothing without her.

I know that with her I'd die,
inside my soul would bleed,
but without her I'm dead anyways.

Which do you believe is worse,
to love and lose without a shot,
or to never love at all in life.

If you can sit and tell me that,
then maybe you should be,
the one writing instead of me.