I hate you

I hate you for what you did to me
you made me feel so special
like I was the only one
I did stuff with you that I had never done before
I trusted you
and I thought i was the one that you wanted
I was young
stupid and naiive
thank god we didn't go too far
other wise I would be
even more ashamed
I see you now
2 years later
so much wiser
maybe
maybe not
I don't know
You came for the summer
we had fun
I was surprised we got away
with what we did
As soon as the summer ended
you went home
Now i see you again
you've changed a lot
You're taller
stronger looking
not the puny little 13 year old boy
that I remember
not the boy I gave so much too
What we did was strange
and now it's awkard between us
You look at me
and you don't at all like what you see
You think I'm just a kid
so you go for her
someone I'm close with
she's older
more mature
and she'll do more with you
What we had
whatever that may be
was a mistake
and another thing
for me to hate you for
I'm over you and what we had
I'm through thinking about you
and now I know that what I did was stupid
But don't think things are fine
between me and you
because I will never stop hating you.