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I realized something today
i found i fear the night
that's when i think about the day
and all the things that didn't go right

i think about all that happened
how i hurt the ones i love
all the happiness that has ended
i relive every push and shove

i wish that tomorrow would never come
but that the night would go away
because that's where depression's from
and i know i'll regret the next day

deep into the night i lie awake
regretting all i've ever done
hating myslef and each mistake
but from the night i cannot run

for the few hours of fitful sleep
i am haunted by dreams of day
my nightmares hold me in their keep
until i wake to the new today