Goodbye mom and dad

Dear mother and father, I am sorry to say,
That on this earth, today is my last day,
You gave me everything i wanted, ever,
For me to die, you thought it'd be never,
Well, I'm sorry to say that you were wrong,
As you read this, i have no more songs,
To sing, because my chords are ripped to shreds,
My blood it runs three different reds,
One for the people that i hate so much,
One for the person of who i loved such,
Another for my family and friends who,
Put me through love and pain and made me blue,
In the face until i could breathe no more,
Locked and bolted I'm locked inside my door,
With a knife and razor sharp enough to cut,
It was the last time they walked on me like a mutt,
First i want to say that i love you so dear,
I hope i was careful enough that you didn't hear,
My crying and weeping as the knife thrust deep,
Don't even start, for me do not ever weep,
I'm not worth the time to stand there and cry,
It's not your fault; It's my fault I'll die,
The people in this world i just cannot take,
Just let me go in peace, please, for my sake.
I know i have potential to be someone great,
but how can i be great with all of this hate,
You found my scars and you all freaked on me,
I wasn't thinking when i did it, please let it be,
I don't want you to cry or anything when I'm gone,
From the way i see it; I have already won.
I wish i could do this and stay here forever,
But don't worry because we'll always be together,
In your heart, your soul, and in your mind,
Look deep and I'll always be there, you'll find,
I won't let go of the love you gave to me,
I'm just sorry, the problems, i wouldn't let you see.