I saw you kissing her today
i quickly looked than turned away
i went to the washroom and quietly cried
i thought about how much you lied
i thought those times we shared
i thought about how much i cared
and now i sit here on my bed
with a loaded gun to my head
i cried until my eyes ran dry
until there were no more tears to cry
and then i thought should i live with a broken heart
or should i pull the trigger and make a new start?
and the last thing that ran through my mind
was the world that i left behind
and now you see
you've set me free
because all that was holding me in this life
was the hope that one day I'd be your wife
but now that hope if finally gone
after a love that felt so Strong
and it's all your fault that i am now dead
because all you did was mess with my head
I'll always hate because now i see,
i wouldn't have died if you had loved me.
(i am new to poetry writing so any advice would be greatly appreciated!)